21st August; 0120AM

i want to kill myself but i can’t. nothing ever does go like the way i want it to. uhh. all i can seem to do is every now and then get drunk and cut myself open rattling my brain to feel something else.

"Maybe home is nothing but two arms holding you tight when you’re at your worst."

Yara Bashraheel (via suspend)

i think i will have to cut myself open again tonight-

"I don’t know how to answer. I know what I think, but words in the head are like voices underwater. They are distorted."

Jeanette Winterson, Oranges are Not the Only Fruit (via wordsnquotes)

"Stay silent and let them see what their life is like without you in it."

"I am really very, very tired of everything - more than tired."

Friedrich Nietzsche, Selected Letters  (via mirroir)

people only just disappoint you mostly-